O Allah, give me strength to go through this trial.
You know your creatures best. You know how I am struggling. It is extremely hard for me. Please give me some miracle so I could overcome it.

Falling apart at nights, after trying super hard at days. Trying extra hard to ignore the stuffy feelings when he came haunting you with only all sweet memories. Missing someone never feels so heavy because you know you can't have it happen for real anymore.

O Allah forgive me for being this weak, for missing him this much. But help me through this misery....