Arah Hidupku Ini Mau ke Mana sih..?

setelah lama ga apdet blog dan liat kanan kiri (intip2in blog orang),, i found many surprising things.
then i started to think, aku mau ke arah manakah..???
aku bukannya nganggep simpel hidup ini, cuma ga pengen dibikin rumit aja.
tipe aku ya, bukan tipe yg suka mikir! *hao kelian ni, wo de naozi ya ;(
my friends, yi ge you yi ge, dou bian le! ga punya remote bilingual? kesalahan memang ada pada saya. hahah.
ok, itu artinya, teman2 saya, satu persatu telah berubah. berubah ke arah manapun, + or (-), thats none of my business, they think they take the risk, its about their own life koq.
but,
one thing.
aku salut sama mereka yg brani brubah.
apalagi jika perubahan itu bisa ditafsirkan negatif oleh orang2.
daripada jadi munafik???
its good on one side though.


me?
sometimes i do wanna change. the way i think, like changing the principle i've always been holding till this far. or simply changing the way i dress up? ya, bukannya ga pernah aku mikir begitu.
tapi aku ga brani.
for many reasons.
dan mari lupakan alasan2 kepengecutanku untuk still keep the way i am now. my thoughts, my look.


i am still looking for the very best of me.


that simple.


until the time comes, think i won't change.
and somewhat, there's kind a feeling inside me, saying "u won't turn good if u change."




aku masih mencari arah hidupku... God, i'm hunger hunger hunger of something i don't know what!